After reading Tammy's post, I decided I need to write what I am thankful for. Today I am thankful for my health. My health is so much better than it has been for a long time. I owe a lot of this to Randy for making me feel happy again. Now he is having some health problems and I hope can help him get through them. I do have a wonderful family. I don't see them much but I love them all.
I am glad for my blessings that I enjoy. I am glad I have been able to rid myself of guilt for not living up to what I feel I should. I now understand that I am living as I feel is right and it has brought peace to me and ridden me from guilt and depression. I realize I need to find happiness from within and that it cannot be dictated to me from others. I believe my health has improved now that I have stopped feeling guilty.
I am from Orem UT. I am retired. I lost my Alex in 2004. I wanted to spend time with him traveling when I retired. But that was not to be. I met Randy Minor online. We were married on May 16, 2009. Then we went camping and finally got a motor home which Randy and I wanted for a long time. in April, 2012, Randy was diagnosed with MDS (a type of blood cancer.) He died Sept, 2012.
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