Some Thoughts on My Life

I have had two good men in my life. They are not without short comings, but they were there for me and would do anything for me. Most people would say I should not have chosen who I did, but who are they to know what is in my heart?

I have four wonderful daughters and three wonderful daughters-in-laws. They are so talented. I could not have asked for more

I have three wonderful sons. Hard working and dedicated and good family men. I also have have four great sons-in-laws. They are very good to me. They are great to be with.

I am not the mother I should have been. I have tried at least but failed miserably at times.

I am very proud of my kids. They have succedeed in life despite their parenting.

Nobody should judge another unelss you have walked in their shoes. I am guilty of this at times.

I have very few friends and it's because I am a loner and do not really want friends. Getting together with friends once or twice a year is enough for me.

I am not spiritual enough. I am a die hard skeptic.  But I do try to see the good in all things. I know there is a higher power.

I have lots of regrets. But I have made it through some very stressful times. I have not given up where others would have.

I went back to school and furthered my education and got a good job when I was almost 50.

I like perfection but have long ago found out that sweating the small stuff can be hard on your health.

I have always had low self-esteem. I wish I had more confidance in myself.

I have had bad health for most of my life but I have a lot to be thankful for because I am still here and compared to many, my health has been great.

Sometimes I try to please too many people and then I need to realize that I cannot always please everyone.

I am glad I was born when I was. I got to experience so many things that young people today will never experience.